anger anger anger anger anger!!!!!
so pissed off now !! over wat?! over my sis i guess!! noe wat?! she's bought a mp3!! wat the farking hell ! didnt she noe how poor we are now?! though it's her own savings. . . i did told her b4 " it's better to save those $$ for yer own future education use" she jolly well noes that dad's got no $$ for her poly fees next yr ~ but she's giving my advice a heck !! . . . . . . . . . .
i really dunno how she feels ~ she might jus think that "being a parent, u SHOULD be responsible for my sch fees . TT's IT !! how u gonna raise e $$ is none of my business . .. as long as i get to continue on my studies ~" we shall c then ~
imagine i'm freaking working hard to earn $$ ~ while on the other hand, she's spending money like no one's business.. i've got no say over her too since tt's her bloody money ~ FINE !! W.A.T.E.V.E.R!!
how i wish i can go for a run now to vent out all my anger !! but i cant since it's so freaking late and ma will definately ban me against it !haiz ~ i'm jus too stressed out nowadays man .
project's a corked up , i'm broke as usual , having tons and millions of pilots flying off on each outings , pimples increasing each dAy and worse of all . . . my size ! sob sob ~
wed went gym with weichiang . . it's a last min plan ~ anyway, exercise plan continues on with szewei after he's out frm camp on sat, heading for our running at nite after my work ~
chatted alot with weichiang after our gym . . . haiz ~ none of us have forgotten our another halfs ~ i still miss him though it's already more than 3mths that we last met ~ still receive his forwarded sms .
weichiang was asking me y i dun ask for a patch ~ i couldnt reply him cos i dunno why too ~ but he jus understands how i felt since we're on the same boat !!
anyway, if i sounded too harsh while chatting with any of u guys in any of e days, pls forgive me ! i dun mean it !! thanks for all yer concern !
* happy birthday to elaine *
* welcome home johnni *
